No love

The last few months have been crazy. I finally ended a 6-year relationship after figuring out it wasn’t going where I wish it would’ve been going.

I’ve always been in and out of relationships since I was 18, so you can sort of say that I’ve reached a point where I say ‘No, no more for a long time’. I find myself having turned bitter towards Love, which is not okay but look, it is what it is. It’s going to take a lot of convincing and a very special person to make me see any different at this point. And even if I met someone like that, I highly doubt it’d work. I am having way too much fun on my own right now. I realize that I sound bitter and negative but they are still valid emotions..

Love is a wonderful, magical thing but it’s all the other crap that comes with it that I say no to.

I’mma live my life now, the way I want.

Hallelujah.

So, blame it on me cause I can take it.