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Bob’s Words of Wisdom

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“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.” 

― Bob Marley

“Some people feel the rain. Others just get wet.” 
― Bob Marley

“None but ourselves can free our minds.” 
― Bob Marley

“If she’s amazing, she won’t be easy. If she’s easy, she won’t be amazing. If she’s worth it, you wont give up. If you give up, you’re not worthy. … Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.” 
― Bob Marley

“Herb is the healing of a nation, alcohol is the destruction.” 
― Bob Marley

“When you smoke the herb, it reveals you to yourself.” 
― Bob Marley

“You can’t find the right roads when the streets are paved.” 
― Bob Marley

“Me only have one ambition, y’know. I only have one thing I really like to see happen. I like to see mankind live together – black, white, Chinese, everyone – that’s all.” 
― Bob Marley

“You say you love rain, but you use an umbrella to walk under it. You say you love sun, but you seek shelter when it is shining. You say you love wind, but when it comes you close your windows. So that’s why I’m scared when you say you love me.” 
― Bob Marley

“beginnings are usually scary, and endings are usually sad, but its everything in between that makes it all worth living.” 
― Bob Marley

“Man is a universe within himself.” 
― Bob Marley

“The stone that the builder refused shall be the head corner stone.” 
― Bob Marley

“Most people think great god will come from the skies, take away everything, and make everybody feel high. But if you know what life is worth, you will look for yours on earth.” 
― Bob Marley

“one love..” 
― Bob Marley

So much positivity from one man. Bob Marley is my biggest rolemodel. ❤

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All things strange

Been having those weird dreams again. Seems like full moon is upon us once again. I don’t put too much stock in these things but it strikes me as funny that it does have an immense effect on me. One of the reasons why during a full moon, I ALWAYS prefer to stay indoors. Not that I turn into some sort of crazed werebeast but I prefer to not submit myself to other ‘luna’tics. 

I’ve been doing great the last few months to the point where it feels like certain periods of my life never happened. However the dreams are coming back to me now and it’s confusing me a little because to be honest, I don’t want to get dragged back into those memories. But I am pretty sure this will be temporary. 

Also lately I’ve gotten sucked into watching Smallville and watched 5 seasons within a span of a few days. I’ve always been a fan of anything Superman as far back as I can remember for the sole reason that he could fly. But I worry a bit about myself. I’ve gotten so into Smallville that I sometimes wish my life would be that interesting or special. So I’ve taken a step back from watching because I felt it making me slip into a darker abyss again. Sure as hell don’t ever wanna go back there. However, it makes me wonder. Is my life that uneventful that I feel the need to escape into a fantasyworld? Something must be lacking somewhere in my life and I wish I knew what it was. Not that my life isn’t really great right now because it is. I have everything I want and a bright future once again ahead of me. But something will always be nagging at my soul and I feel like I’ll never figure out what exactly it is..

And that drives me crazy..

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Good times

Good times have arrived, finally. I’ve moved from Cork to Dublin which was the best decision I’ve made. It was hard for the first 3 weeks because it is so immensly different here. However, my new job isn’t bad. Still have to learn the processes and such but I am enjoying myself. 

The nordic department at IBM is insanely big. I think over 150+ Finns work there, alongside Swedes, Norwegians and Danes. A lot of time I feel like I am not in Ireland but somewhere in Scandinavia. It’s at times a bit surreal. However, that is the kind of environment I enjoy.

On Wednesday the move started from a small room to the apartment in Blanchardstown Village. The neighborhood is GREAT! I have a Tesco 24h at a 5 min walk as well as Blanchardstown shopping mall in 10 min walk. This mainly means I will never have to go into the city centre (which I hate anyways) as I have everything closeby that I need.
Now comes the time where all the money will go towards decorating the apartment in the nicest way imaginable. It’s great though when you can split all the bills in 2 :).

I can honestly say that I’ve FINALLY closed a major chapter in my life and I am so relieved to have been released from certain memories that were no longer serving me. This is the happiest I’ve been in over 2 years and it’s all because I became true to myself and stopped hiding. Cork is now a distant memory and my new life is umpteenth times better than I could’ve imagined it would be!

Yay for letting go!