Rambling..excuse the crap on the counter, the low volume and the noise coming from the pc..
I keep going back and forth between publishing the post and then privatizing it. I am not a very open person where my feelings and emotions are concerned, so I feel too vulnerable in this video. However, I consider this blog almost like a form of therapy and it’s the only thing I’ve kept at steadily now for a good while. Hopefully I’ll be able to get something out of it.